All my family is gone and it is finally quiet in my house again :’)

But I had  fun with them when they were here. Especially yesterday… My aunt, uncle, brother, mom, and I went and saw The Avengers -yes I just got around to seeing it- and it was AMAZING :DDD 

Anyways, it’s my mommy’s birthday so I’m just hanging around the QUIET house with her while my sister is working and my dad and brother are on a fishing trip. yay c:

ANDDD I miss Ryan so much :c I haven’t seen him since Thursday and have barely talked to him since I’ve been so busy with my sister’s graduation and all my family here. I GET TO SEE HIM TOMORROW THOUGHHH:DDDDDD YAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY I just miss him so much :’(

Okay, time for an update on my life. Feel free to keep scrolling if you want.

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Update on Tori’s life :D

So… sorry I haven’t been posting much lately but I’ve SOO busy with school lately. This past week has been just chaotic. I’ve had projects and lots of homework and papers to write. So yeah… here’s what’s going on lately:

1. I have finals next week
2. Last day of school for me is May 24
3. Ryan and I have been dating for 1 year and 5 months now :D
4. I finished P90X on Tuesday
5. I started 30 Day Shred yesterday, May 17
6. Sunday-Wednesday was horrible eating wise :C

and yep…that’s about it, just in case you all were wondering how my life has been going :)

I love my baby so much <3

He’s just perfect. I want to be with him for so long. I never wanna lose him. gahhh I’m so young and naive but WUT EVSS!!!~~

guys…

I have to pee so bad, but I’m so comfy/attached to my computer/sore that I don’t wanna move. ugh…

Today was…weird….

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Yay c’: I’m so proud of myself…

I ate one of my “fear foods” tonight for dinner :D

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ADSDHNBFSADGG:DDDDD

500 days of Ryan :D TODAY!!! We have officially been dating for 500 days! Yay:D Today was amazing and I’m so so so happy c:

Where did all this high self esteem come from today?:D

I feel so good about myself today. I haven’t weighed myself since April 1st and it has honestly made such a difference. I have payed much more attention to my body these past two weeks and I feel like I see more progress in my tummy. Maybe I’m just thinking this, but without the scale I see more difference.

Usually I would have weighed myself last weekend and this weekend, and probably have gotten disappointed by the number on the scale. But you know what? IT’S JUST A NUMBER.  That stupid number on the scale does not determine my worth. It should not influence how I feel. It is insignificant. 

So with that, I have decided to weigh my self a lot less frequently. Maybe every two weeks or once a month, but not even every week. I need to learn to pay more attention to my body. The scale will not rule me. 

:’) yay.

So, today I had a friend from school come over to my house and it was really fun. This was the first time in like over a year that I’ve had a friend come over to my house, besides Ryan. I’m so happy because I’m actually starting to become better friends with her and it isn’t awkward and yay c’: Also, I wasn’t all that worried about food today, it was really nice to just kinda take a break from being so worried about my weight at home for a few hours.

Having my delicious after school snack right now. Papaya, pineapple, an Iced Oatmeal Luna Bar and some yummy mint green tea :D

First time trying papaya and so far, I love it! c:

Still deciding if I want to do P90X Yoga today. If I don’t I think I’ll run a little bit and do some legs and butt exercises. Ehh I dunno yet.

I am so close.

I’m seriously so fucking close to where I wanna be. I think that by the end of this, or next month I will be at my goal :’DDD If I work my ass off and truly focus, I think that I WILL reach my goal by at least the end of May. YAYAYAYYYY. I feel as though my stomach is progressively getting flatter, my legs are definetly shrinking due to the fact that almost all of my size 5 jeans are loose, and I can see my arms getting more define. I’m so proud of myself <33 C””:

Fuck yeah. 1586 healthy calories today :D